Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts

One reason, ACCA.


There's one and only reason for this blogless months and the following month. In case you wonder what am I onto, I'm studying for the coming freaking stress exams in December. This exam resembles my future, so I have to draw my attention away from the blog and facebook (k fine, I admit that I didn't completely stop facebook lol!), and focus fully on my study and revision.

If I pass I will be very happy, and then approach to a higher level of my course ACCA, if I fail I will have to delay my target for another 6 months (2 sittings a year. Ie, June and December) which is very scary, I don't want! T.T

Hmm, this gonna be a very wordy post I wonder if anyone will read till the end or not haha. I'm going to sit for 3 exams this December sitting:

6th December 2010 - Malaysia Taxation F6. Difficulty : 2.5/5
  • You need some memorizing skill for this creature, which is quite tough for me (people call me the forgetful girl fyi) I've been told that I've to memorize "ALL" of them, the limitation, minimum requirement, percentage required for certain items bla bla...... X.X
  • Good thing I attend class for this paper, the lecturer is imported from Malaysia KL (I'm currently in Brunei fyi). She is good and very interpretable! :D

13rd December 2010 - Performance Management F5. Difficulty : 4.8/5
  • First reason for the difficulty, I self study this subject. It's not that I think I can do it myself, but because of the clash time with classes of F6 :( Why I choose F6 instead of F5? Because F6 changes its rule and regulation very frequently, so I doubt that if I self study for F6, I might miss out any important changes you know??
  • Second reason for the difficulty, too many things to learn, way too many until I'm speechless, I almost cry every time I study this paper because it has been threatening me too harsh :'(
14th December 2010 - Financial Reporting F7. Difficulty : 1.8/5
  • I attend class for this paper. It's quite easy as long as you keep practising from the revision kit and past year papers. The format is always the same, first question regarding consolidation, second question regarding financial statements, third question regarding cash flow statement or ratio analysis or both, forth and fifth regarding the IASs which I'm not really good at the moment. Have to practise more that's it :D
  • Time management, I always like to spend most of my time on the first and second question, end up little time for the rest 3 questions. So I'm going to train myself by putting my G-Shock watch (gift from brother) in front of me while I'm doing the past year for F7. Sounds like a good idea ei?!
15th December 2010 - Sleep. Difficulty : 0/5
  • No need explanation here, everyone know how to do that :P
That's it! I've studied for months just to attend this 3 beautiful papers, with beautiful fees too. Wish me luck, I want to keep myself motivated and determined! The facebook is a highly evil temptation I hate it :( I've tried so many ways to stop facebooking, but always end up "Maybe just 5 minutes" to 5 hours...

I want to stay up late studying, eat or drink all possible energy boosting food or drink. Eat omega 3 tablets, drink chicken essence, eat cod liver oil (the man with a huge fish behind his back), exercise to keep me a healthy body, happy mood so that I can absorb whatever I studied, listen to inspirational musics (Eg. hillsongs, casting crowns), keep thinking about the consequence of not studying (ie fail) so that I will keep my eye open on the books.

I want to pass! Not just pass, but to get a better score. My elder sister scored the best mark in Malaysia for T2 (CAT level) in year 200x, I wanna be like her :) Sounds impossible but no matter what I'll try to my very best. I'll put chilli powder on my eyelid so that I won't fall asleep during study, LOL most probably end up cannot study due to the hotness of the chilli "Ahhh my eye!!!" Hahaha.

Well, congratulation you've just finished reading my wordy post. I know I know u just scrolled all the way down to here without reading haha!

Jia You Vicky and those who're going to sit for ACCA exams!! :D
Mmm, a sip of coffee before I start the war for the day again!
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I'm nuts!


Yeah, it's true I'm going nuts :(
Just look at my table! :d



It's full of books, papers, files, water bottle, face cream, pen, high lighters, etc.
Exams will be 2 months away from here, ACCA is killing course, well I love challenging, bring it on babeh. December 2010 will be my BIGGEST war of the year!


My ahnd got infected and on the same place again. Left hand, in between the middle and the "no name/forth" finger. It gets itchy and skin will peel off by itself and swollen in no time.




Feeling like burning it with fire, you would not know how itchy and irritating it is. I wonder what will cause this infection ha? Lack of Vitamin Z?


I'm going nuts, I'm eating nuts! :D
Honey Roasted Macadamias

I heard that nuts are good for brain, for this nut-brain me,
I definitely have to consume more.


For your information, it's manufactured in Australia. But ho, it's quite high in cholesterol, those who has cholesterol should control the amount of consuming. Drink lotsa water after eating macadamias, cause it will harden your poop poop, and in the end you will face a constipation problem, scary not?




Like what the packet said so, it's coated with honey and roasted (a lil of salt) So delicious! It's the best snack ever ^.^ Munch Munch Crunch Crunch!










This is the inside of it, brownish color, normally without any process,
the original one should be in beige color.



Love Macadamias alot alot ^^




The packet says one packet 10 servings, for me one packet one serving lol!
I could just eat non-stop, one after another. And I found out that this is one of
the best way I can concentrate on my study! Munch Munch while studying...



I love Macadamia Nuts.

Since I act like a nut, ya'll can call me Macadamia,
it's my new name, in short, Mac.

What Vicky had been up to lately? o.O



Seldom blog seldom blog seldom blog!! Shell Don't Blog!
I'm very busy lately because I've been rushing on my assignments.

And when the whole assignments pack up, we can call it the
"Paper Made Mount Kinabalu"





Even my study table looks like a doctor's table ah. Looks messy and professional weh XD Seriously, those questions are difficult T.T


When I got sooooo sleepy that I couldn't stand it anymore, I sit it down :|

LOL!! You get the sense of humor there?! :D LOL!! Hahahahahhaha~
Ok, it's not funny I know.


\
Joyce just started her school few days back, no homework for the first day,
she looks boring lol XD




While me rushing on homework sweatily~

Oh ya, if you guys got update with me in my FACEBOOK, I've uploaded a picture of a white kitty with blue eye. Found it on the street abandoned. Looking at his beautiful eyes, I'm melting.



Joyce named it as "Pruda", it means blue in korean language.
Look like ang mo kitty la X)




Joyce accompanying me when I'm bored, what a great sister she is ^.^





This is her artistic photography skill, circular moment~

Oh besides from rushing on homework, I sang some songs too!
And they're all suck. haha!

Whether you like it or not, you can just comment you "true" feeling to it X)
I'm very positive minded one...


Vicky's Youtube





Looking up to the sky, feels free.





Looking down to the papers and figures, I feel trapped T.T




JOYCE HELP ME T.T WuuuAAAA~



So that's the current situation I'm having now.



Besides from sad sad thing, I got one happy thing to share with you all.
That is the FOOD!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.


I had my dinner at "Gripps Cafe" in Kiulap next to Mum's bakery.


No matter how I adjust the flash setting,
the colour of the drink just wont appear clearly T.T
The very light purple is Yam Pearl Milk Tea,
the very light yellow is Mango Yogurt




The yogurt is a bit too sour, but I like X) I forget every boredom and stress once I have a sip on it. How great is that?! :D


Next will be a very exclusice dish.

Mushroom soup with err, bread topi? o.O




It's so cool that when I open the topi bread, smelling goodie steam pofff out! I was like "WAOOOOOO" loudly.



Chicken Cheese with Rice.





Last but definitely not the least! Fish and Chips!
Looks like a kid's menu dish, but who cares? No one! X)

Imsonia?


I just can't close my eye, that's all :(
So Vicky forced myself to do something instead of
suffering from this awful feeling.

BLOG.


I searched the most recent pictures from my Lumix Camera.


Intro you all...


Sibu Ice city



Mango Jelly flavoured Snow Ice






Strawberry flavoured

Really nice, 0% fats!








Vicky and Irene's beloved Fish Toufu! :D




No class today so I started my work from the morning.









See Vicky not smiling?
Partly because I can't get enough sleep :(


Sighed, the biggest problem at the moment.




Hey I just knew that Yeo's Soya Bean came out
with new flavoured!
Mixes with corn, but my colleague said that it's too sweet.



I don't know why but this few days I can hardly fall into a nice sleep.
I wanna sleep but always end up in front of laptop.
It's not the addiction of playing lappy.
Just that I can't close up my eye

It's just a simple thing, close up your eye and stop thinking

SLEEP!


Counting sheep?
Sing lullabies?
Read boring book?

These all takes no effect on me anymore :(




I can just kept on Yawn yawn yawn, till my tears come out

But still I can't sleep, now that everyone
starts to ask me why I look so tired and so.







Help Vicky






I don't wanna be a panda



T.T
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Vicky please be strong like Hercules!



I've been sleep in an abnormal way this few days.
Think I am not facing Imsonia, seriously.

I'm tired but still I can't sleep, all I can do is...

Facing Laptop.






A sad Vicky :(






Lol, but look at the Hush Puppies friends
They are funny enough to wake me up





Thanks :)




Speaking of working,
I have not resting well this few days just because of it.





Just happened yesterday when I realised that
I have not really hang out with my friend Irene.
I have sacrificed lotsa things.

Friend and relationship are the priorities.




And my lovely hobby, Badminton :(








For my whole day routine, I can count it with my nose already.

Work

Study





I am way too busy till I neglected my friend and my boy.
Not even wondering what are they doing or thinking.





Well, I admit that I am selfish :(
All I do is work work work, not even care about people
actually been staying beside me, caring about me.







But what to do?
I work majorly for the sake of my dream.

Study Abroad to UK
Sounds Impossible, but I'll make it possible









Well, to admit that...
Working do affects my study a little.
Mentally tiredness stop everything






At work, you hold a responsibility
You have to get things done fast and good
The longer you work, the bigger the responsibility
The bigger my stress will be.





At study, of course..
Who don't have stress with that?


With all these stresses, probably that is why
I am worrying about my hair will get botak soon :D

haha







This is life man...
If this is what I've chosen, then I have to work hard for it
Instead of crying like a baby
Vicky must get stronger!!!








Strong like a very defensive durian.










I have to full utilise my free time, that is my off day.






I really have to :(





No more neglecting people around me.
Maybe it will a bit tired.
But relationship counts more!






Jia You Vicky :P





Sometimes after work will accompany my sister to eat













To say the truth, majorly in Sibu, who I hang out with the most is...

Hush Puppies.


Instead of family and friend

Time past really fast with work too.
Morning wake up go school
Afternoon work until Night

That's for the day.

Back home chat with Kew Kew

Sleep.

That's really a whole day progress for me!
Told you that you really can count it with ya nose


I got weaker too.
I got sick really often recently.





Health
Friend
Relationship
Family


4 things I almost abandoned completely.

Well, I won't quit my job still
I have to work more
Meanwhile, I will start to concern about the above 4's
I have to prove that I can get through these
even though I don't have enough time

I have to.
Vicky is unstoppable








Vicky won't afraid of Tired anymore for now.
Imsonia is nothing for me anymore.
For I wanna be a stronger girl in term of mind.

Don't get weak Vicky...
Please don't



Thanks for the support Kew and Rene :)


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