What Happened To me

What Happen

Ok, I admitted that I've done my homework, My class test is over, I can get rest by today~ That what I supposed to do today


instead of it, I can't sleep now, feeling like there is still got many things awaited for me to finish them. How and why?? As I looked at those books on my table, my head began to pain, my heart started to pump out of normal pace. So stressy now, really stress out~!

Someone help me please

There's no one I can speak out my voice to,

I don't wish them to worry about me

Duh~ Then why I write it here =.=??

The only place I can speak out is Here, My bloggy~

Dear Blog,
Thanks for being my listener all this while

Whenever I felt happy, sad, frightened or whatever feeling is that

I'll definitely approach to you
Telling you of how I feel
I'm really stress out now

I can't sleep at all although I have the time to sleep
Help me blog~
Sometimes I'll close up my eye
And think very hardly

Think Think Think and Think
Nothing processed out
Was my brain malfunctioned ki?==
Went to church today
In the prayer room,
I was alone

I knelled down and closed up my eye

I prayed to GOD
what have been happening to me lately??

Especially when I was alone, I can't find the happy me
All I was thinking is study study study and study
God, I don't feel the right way now
This isn't really right
I don't know whats bothering me
Hope that someday I can shut down my brain
So that I won't need to think
My brain is painful now

What I need now??
What I'm lacking of??


GOD, please lend Ur hand upon me
Get through this weird situation I'm having now

God care??
Family care??

Friend care??
Your care??

Maybe that's not what I'm lacking of now

Then What????????

Help me somebody~
I wanna cry out loud
I really can't think out what actually is bothering me
But What I'm knowing now is
I cannot stop thinking
My brain, its really hurt
please get away from me
I beg of u

-Stress mode-


Yeah, Its morning now

Haven't sleep for another day again

4days Strike!

Thanks to the Bulky Freaking Works

Started to feel that they actually increasing

The more I did

The more it became

Like never ends

Oh well

For real

I finished half of them,

And another half of them

Will be finished as well today


Said easily ==

Done easily??

~Help Vicky~


Still Got Alot More~

Until this time 12.36 am,
I'm still on my way rushing my classwork
Help~~ SOmebody help me??
Can't stand that stress
So stood in front of my lappy and shout out my heart voice here
Together with my second glass of coffee here
Nice and warm~

Wait, tummy pain pain again =.="
Since I started to stay up late days ago
My tummy always groaned~
Crying for the toilet
At least constipation problem solved
Better than never step step into "john" for A WEEK MAX!
That's the worst time I ever had -.-
Coffee do really helped a lot on me
Luckily I don't eat durian for this Durian Season
Durian used to be my loved one
But it's not for now
Don't know why
All my appetite changed from the day I came to Sibu
Not really thirst for fruits, peanuts, breads, biscuits anymore
Now all I eat is Drink!
Drink drink drink and drink
And Now I'm drinking coffee~
Drink chicken soup, egg soup
Everything regards to WATER
Don't you guys realized of how "water" my face are?? =,=
Anyhow, it's not really funny
But still I'll Haha






(Alert! Vicky gone crazy now)