Entering to the month of August, I have was again realised that it was alomost the end of month!! My goodness~ Vicky Mon Mon Cha Cha passed the time by 7 months already, I don't even know What Have I done this year~





Well, while walking through the way of my Life this year, I've met a lot of stops which makes me stopped on the way, met a lot of distractions, I can say the life here was of definitely DIFFERENT from Before~ Which makes me quite regret of what decision I have made, why?? Now in my mind, in my eye, in my heart, in my voice, there will always be a "Sign~" WHICH COMES OUT WITH A "LIFE IS SO MISERABLE", what had forced me to this situation?





Where is the key?? The key for me to open my door??





These "things" could drive me out to craziness, and it will be sooner or later, Oh GOD, please help me to lead me out of these places. What I thought of before was not of what it actually is now. I just want to be myself, I just want to be the way it used to be, I just want to be of what it should be~





Everything will be alright after "that", yea^^ And at that time, I can achieved my current dream, really hope for that day to come, GOD~ Please send me a miracle, a miracle that can skip the time, its impossible but for impossible to happen, miracle exist! Gush~ What am I talking about?? Vicky kinda sot sot de this few days, sorry for the annoying weird words came out from her~ FORCED!!!





Luckily, when the moment I almost reached to the end of the corner, someone pulled me back, my new friends in church^^ They are so friendly kind and helpful, from them, I can see the work of holy spirit on them... Thanks to them^^ Beside from GOD, no one would understand the deepest part of my feeling except them.





Friends and Family really important for us, sometime people say friends not really that important, but I don't think so. This is because of my personal experience, whenever I have problems, friend is the first one to come upon me, this is real, they caught my eye and could tell that I was in problems. Thank GOD for these friends^^





Nothing much more to say, felt better a bit after shouted out my inner voice, BUT not innermost yet^^" Haha, Got to go sleep now^^, Goody Nighty~





Vicky

Just a few days ago, I received a message from my friend that we have to pay for the journey to kuching (remembered?? For the match one a). Disappointment then aroused in me. Ok, lets talk on this!!

First, we represent our school right? According to rules and regulations, School is supposed to pay for the journey, not for us to pay a single cent. So, now seemed like it's school fault right? BUT!! One more situation to pull back the faulty, that is our school is non-profit school! Yea, that's right, not earning money from the student, but indeed was like spread Christianity. So, just this reason was enough to cover up all the problems. Well, guess I have to accept it. My team said that if we have to pay for the journey, they will not be going, which means that everything will be cancelled. The ONLY thing left for now is PRINCIPAL's APPROVAL. If she approve, we will go for the match sponsored, if she don't, we will cancel out the match. IT's ON HER HAND TO DECIDE 100% or 0%. WOU~

I got a turtle from my friend today^^ Got time will take it's picture, so shy now, keep hiding its head in the shell. My friend's house too many turtles le, can't manage to take care of them and now searching for people to feed them. Then I realized that me got no pet at home, so~ wahaha, I asked her if I can have one, she agreed^^ Plus a BIG GLASS CONTAINER with a few rocks. So lucky me, now I can have a accompany at home, ye~ Say till like so lonely-.-" The turtle so Xin Fu also ler, her size was like a small rock, yet her house was way too big~ And so she can move freely to everywhere she want, to the rocks, to the corner~ haha. What a Wonderful WORLD~

Just fixed on Streamyx few days ago, and found it useful^^ Fast and cheap compared to Espeed in BruneiT.T Can on for as many hours as you want, just to pay a fixed amount for every month, so don't miss it out! Streamyx, Every time at Everywhere, you are worth to have it! Helping streamyx to advertise, heh~^^

Well, got to go to look at the turtle now, looks like she is getting used to the environment le o... Start to move and put its head out. Wou, imagine my friend has to take care of 5 turtles, she's gonna boomed~ Thanks for her sponsor on everything^^

TIRED AND SAD FOR THE MOMENT~

Thank GOD!! Finally I can on9 T.T Tears of happiness~ Ok, lets start from Why Vicky Don't Online This Few Days, HUH?!

Ok~ Ok~~ I were having my T1 T2 internal and external exam, I passed!^^ Haha, I got 80 for my T2 and 82 for T1, thanks for those who prayed for me^^ Well, even though there's no one, but at least I know God lent His hand upon me^^ Then the streamyx (like E-speed in Brunei), I've waited for the people to set the line for almost half a yearT.T But they say many businesses to do, so have to wait. Luckily they met the Patience little Girl VICKY, so they're so lucky!! ^^"
I can't online at home unless there is a streamyx, because I was bombed for the telephone bill by the one who pay for it, Wahaha~ =.=

AND!!! The most important thing for today's post is... ... Drumming!! Dong Dong Qiang!!! Dolong Dolong Qiang Qiang Ta! Vicky took part in International Malaysia College Badminton Match~ Wohoo~ Sounds like having Olympic Games Huh? Well, is me myself participate willingly, not chosen by others~.~ Haha~ The match will be held in Kuching at 16/08/08, then we'll go there at 15/08/08.

We're having holiday now, so almost everyday we train for badminton, just started not long ago. The day before yesterday I trained in the afternoon, then night time until 10pm, yesterday I trained morning 8.30am to 12pm, then 2pm to 4 pm, then later afternoon 2-4pm, NOW~ I'm having backache, arm strain, muscle pain for leg and hand wrist, a big flu, shoulder pain, sore throat and running nose, a very very watery running nose~ My GOODNESS!! Help meT.T But, not left much time to the Match, so I've to JIA YOU!!

Vicky OLD le, Remember how strong she is during the school life in Chung Hwa?? Now?? BuuUuUU~ Hai~~ No choice, as the age reaching older, people will get older and weaker too... So, People!! Don't be like Vicky ok?? Must exercise regularly, not like her, no exercise for months then suddenly one day VIGOROUS EXERCISE STRAIGHT FOR FEW DAYS!! Oki? Its totally What people who under 18 can't do.

Ohya, talking about 18, I'm reaching 18 soon^^ 29/11, Vicky will be a woman~ Wahaha, but cannot celebrate with my friends in Brunei lo. Hai~ Anyway, Got to go now, I'm in school now actually, since I can't online at home=.="

And And Ohya!! My CREPE!! YES~ Haha, to reward myself for the exams that I've passed, Victoria reward to Vicky a Peanut Butter Crepe, haha^^ (same people lar dude) Since no one reward me T.T tears of sad.. But Vicky is Vicky, nothing can bring her down one, buy urself a CREPE~ A Crepe~~ A CRepe~ crepe~~ Muahahaha~~ CREEPY CREPE HULK VICKY ALIVE AGAIN!!!

BADMINTON JIA YOU VICKY

Go go GO~ Ale Ale Ale, Here We Go~ Ale Ale Ale~

Next week will be my exam week~! Everyone please do remember to pray for me o~^^ Gambatei Neh Vicky Chan~ For T1 And T2 which I have prepared for months ago. Well, apart from the Help of God, self confidence is also a very important thing that is needed. But guess what? That is what I lack of=.=

So, people~ Wish me luck! After next week, I can't rest yet, I have to prepare for my next semester course which is in August, 5 papers!! meant 5 BOOKS!! This semester 2 books have caused me a lot of trouble, what if 5............??

Haha, stop boasting le la Victoria Law, now is not the time yet, well got to go study now, having study group with my classmate^^ wahaha~ We entertain ourselves first, now here comes the hardship. First sweet then bitter~ Don't learn from us o~

But no hardship no CREPE for the Creepy Crepe Hulk Me!!!!

Vicky


GAMBATEI VICKY GAMBATEI VICKY ~~~ AIM FOR THE CREPE~ AIM FOR THE CREPE